~ruri-la7uli

:: listening to : The Ataris - Takeoffs and Landings
mood : ::

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we got a scanner, FINALLY
its also a colour printer now ill actually DO my homework rather than slagging off
excellent....

therefor, all minions good or bad, u shall see more submitions!

iv rediscovered irc
id forgotten how annoying people on there sometimes are...
and only like 1/50 people is a girl...

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:: people i worship ::


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:: listening to : All For You - Our Lady Peace
mood : ::

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so...erm...yea
im back from holidays
now to go find photoshop to install again

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mood:
reading: cowboy bebop
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lol
the other day i was thinking again *everyone is scared* and i wondered if anyone in their right minds would actually be interested in a comission
y'see i did do a comission for my friend once and currently am in need of money so this insane idea occured to me...
so here's the question everyone
*i know im reaaaaally not a very good artist, and deffinately not good enough to be asking this question BUT*


i might do a couple of comissions in the near future if i still feel like it and if ANYONE expresses interest, so would anyone out there be interested in a comission? or in purchasing a print or something? i dunno


i dont care if no-one wants one, i just want to see if anyone out there would be interested, also i dont want to price my own work so id let anyone interested pay watever they fel is right, a long as its not like *miniscule*
lol

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people i worship


clubs

well im going home on monday. End of holidays. That's it.

O-o

and it really got me thinking, have i really, truly enjoyed this holiday? after seeing my family after all this time was it so utterly great and amazing that id stay for another month if i possibly possibly could? well, not really. i know that probably sounds really selfish and unfeeling towards my relatives, and i feel really guilty but thats just the way it is.

and i thinkits got something to do with the fact i draw stuff, i dunno what it is but when someone becomes an artist of sorts does that automatically make you antiscoial ? a couple of people i know who are much older than me and professional artists iv heard say to people they feel the same. like kind of not normal like you dont fit in :/ i dont really call myself an artist, just someone who draws stuff, but because of this i find myself watching people and how they move so i can properly transfer it to paper, that kind of makes me feel inhuman or alien :/ do any of you guys feel the same?

my frends in real life


doods from skool


frends on DA



people i worship


clubs

currently listening to : nothing, but i've got mad world stuck in my head..
mood :
in the middle of reading : redemption of althalus

its wierd to be surrounded by friends and feel like their not your friends at all...

i don't like feeling unwanted
i wish my friends would notice if im upset

sorry for sounding all despairing...